My goodness. What humans go through in life!
The fact is that everyone, every face with life behind it we see on the streets has a history.
Lest I forget, let me inject some thought about religion and spirituality you mentioned.
Oh, yes there’s a world of difference between the two.
Take for insurance, I never felt frustrated, pained and completely hopeless as a Christian (or so I feel I’m) watching my wife dying on her sick bed in front of me.
I felt bad instantly when I realized my powerlessness Knowing vividly that the power Elijah and Elisha used is the same yesterday, today, and forever.

And I concluded that the problem with me and many others is that we’re not able or ready to pay the price. The kicker of interest here hinges on the fact that even if the flesh is weak, the spirit is always willing. May God help us to overcome this weak flesh.

Thank you for sharing your experience with us.